another one bites the dust.

fuck these shitty walmart heaters. fuck 'em all. i literally bought this one last season and it's already got cooked wires and the thermostat started fucking up. got a whole ass literal metal scrap pile of them. starting to wonder if it would be worth it at all to take them to the scrap yard for change.

i went and got a different heater from tractor supply instead. bonus:

not-so-bonus: whatever dumb thing they decided to use for the fake fire effect makes an annoying, repetitive clicking and grinding noise. my solution to which is putting my bluetooth speaker behind it playing a 12 hour loop of fireplace sounds.

in other news, i fucking kicked (ie: tripped over) one of those fucking scrap heaters and gashed my goddamn foot. here's hoping i dont get fuckin tetanus.

my internet is still fucking garbage. upload is entirely useless. can't stream. gonna have to have a tech come out to check the goddamn motherfucking lines again, we've had this SAME EXACT PROBLEM before already not too long ago. it's ridiculous, really. last time the tech wanted to say there wasn't anything wrong with the lines and that it was my "modem" because it was "third party". nah bitch, i told him to check it anyway. he looked at it and said again, "theres a little corrosion here but that shouldn't be causing the issue"... fuck you, humor me. fix it... so he did. and voila, problem ceased.. doubt me again bitch.

what else... i dont remember anymore. there was a lot of shit i was gonna bitch about in today's blog but i'm tired and most of it wasn't important enough to remember in my state of sleep deprivation anyway.

also, pms is a bitch.

alsox3: i'm already bored with this layout. it isn't colorful enough. maybe i'll make something else tomorrow. i need to try and sleep tonight and get my sleep schedule straightened out before the holidays.

OH...i just remembered.. my city is holding a "small business saturday" thing on the 30th... and there is no booth fee. NO BOOTH FEE!!!. they were asking for vendors that wanted to participate to message them on facebook. so i messaged them, but that was nearly 24 hours ago and they still haven't replied.. the little message indicator on messenger is even stuck on "sent" instead of "delivered" so i guess nobody from the city has even logged onto the facebook all damn day.... i'm really antsy about it because i really want need this spot, but the fucking city people are allowing those cunting bitch ass pyramid scheme people to participate, taking up valuable, limited space that a legitimate fucking crafter could have taken up instead. ok, you don't even understand how pissed off this makes me, because it's a FREE EVENT.... the literal only reason any other craft fairs allow pyramid scheme people in is because they're paying for a spot. this is a fucking free event. they could be as picky and choosy as they wanted with who gets a spot, but they're still allowing these fucking cock sucking idiots to waste precious space. GOD I'M SO FUCKING MAD. these MLM/pyramid scheme cunts ruin craft fairs and trade shows because they scare customers away from the events, and that hurts the legitimate people trying to make money with their actual businesses.
people who do MLM schemes can rot in fucking purgatory.

Posted on Nov 16, 2019 @ 2:57 am
redneck ingenuity
it wouldn't stop rattling... the only thing that made it stop was pressure on the front panel.

Posted on Nov 12, 2019 @ 11:15 pm
go sign it plz :>

Posted on Nov 11, 2019 @ 11:07 pm
new layout time
decided to change it, just got kind of bored with the other one

tbh i think i might get bored pretty quick with this one too but w/e

Posted on Nov 11, 2019 @ 6:03 am
i feel shitty about not being produtive with art at all. i haven't done jack shit in weeks... and yet i still can't bring myself to actually do anything..................

Posted on Nov 10, 2019 @ 11:50 pm
wondering about this mastodon thing. i know it's been around a while but i still dont really know what it's about or how to use it

i dont think anyone from the old tumblr fandoms is using it anyway.... :/

Posted on Nov 10, 2019 @ 8:29 pm
god i fucking hate reddit. some empty-skulled twat tried to argue with me over paintbrushes of all things and tried to say i didn't know what i was talking about.

mother fucker i am literally a goddamn painter by trade. i know my shit, and you're just another reddit fucktard trying to pick fights with your greatly over-inflated sense of superiority, even on subjects you know abso-fucking-lutely nothing about. shut the fuck up, dipshit.

Posted on Nov 10, 2019 @ 5:46 pm
more fuckin' stowaways in my goddamn houseplants. weird ass beetle shits. dog is flipping out over them cuz they keep flying around. also just found a fucking carpenter bee that i thought i'd killed the other day but it's up flying around again. fuckin zomBEE. annoying... i wish i had googled how to de-bug houseplants before bringing them in. it's as simple as dunking them in soapy water. but i didn't do that... fml

if we get another warm day i might take them all back outside and do that. i need to order some neem oil too, prolly can't get that shit locally (as fucking typical. this town is shit.)

had another run-in with a huge opposum. the dog... dispatched it posthaste though. reminded me that i really should get an automated coop door. i've just been leaving it open because i can't ever remember to open/close the thing manually. kinda wish i had a great pyraneese to leave out with the flock 24/7.

chicken tax:

Posted on Nov 9, 2019 @ 3:39 am

a big ol' mood

feeling very blasé about my online presence again... wondering what the point even is. i always feel like i'm shouting (and throwing content) into an empty void.

in other news, i found another lizard stowaway in my houseplants. i thought it was the same one from before, it was hanging onto my curtain, so i grabbed it and put it outside. then found the original one a few minutes later. oops. tried to catch it but it disappeared into my jungle of plants again.
oh well.

also i think i'm getting bored with this layout... may change it... idk... fuck it

Posted on Nov 7, 2019 @ 5:08 pm
fokkin done, finally

Posted on Nov 2, 2019 @ 11:28 pm

i am enjoying all these textures and such. clip studio was a good decision.

also... had a houseplant stowaway. poor thing was clinging to the power cord of my space heater because it was the only warm spot. i left it there for a while until it started moving closer to the plug... caught it and put it back in the houseplants. hopefully it stays hidden or it's likely to become literal dog food. i didn't want to put it outside since it's literally below freezing out there rn.

Posted on Nov 1, 2019 @ 6:08 am
i carved a pumpkin :>
it's a kitty :>
i tried to roast pumpkin seeds but they had a not-very-pleasant texture to them... i may have done it wrong. or it was the type of oven i was using, don't have a regular oven, it's some weird countertop thing. oh well

Posted on Oct 31, 2019 @ 9:22 pm
wip... i'm tired and achy

Posted on Oct 29, 2019 @ 4:54 am
. i got a unicorn onesie
it has wings and a tail. no regerts
Posted on Oct 28, 2019 @ 12:26 am
rip sleep schedule wip
why the fuck am i awaaaaaake

Posted on Oct 27, 2019 @ 6:43 am
chicken mug..................and tea...................................that is all.

Posted on Oct 25, 2019 @ 11:30 pm
wip... digital

started over digitally.. for...reasons. i'm still gonna finish the mixedmedia one but i'm gonna change it to something generic and put it with the rest of the stuff in my portfolio.... ...or something. idk. fuck it.

Posted on Oct 25, 2019 @ 11:15 pm
wip...can't really tell if i still hate it or not

tell you what i most definitely hate... manually adding fucking blog entries with html. fuck this shit.

Posted on Oct 24, 2019 @ 2:36 am

really frustrated with the guestbook issue. can't find anywhere to host my preferred script and smartgb that everybody uses doesn't load half the time..

also fuckin RIP my sleep schedule, damnit

Posted on Oct 24, 2019 @ 1:35 am
feeling better

ate some stuff....feeling better.

Posted on Oct 23, 2019 @ 11:40 pm
not feeling well. have a huge aphthous ulcer at the back of my mouth/throat above a tonsil and it's making eating and speaking impossible. they usually don't get this big. i hope it doesn't get any bigger.

dozed off for about an hour and now i feel like shit. naps always make me feel worse for some reason.

got super stressed about that commission, may have to set it aside until it's not.that time of the month.anymore. i just can't function during this shit. i was taking cbd via vape for it, and it was working, but at the moment vaping also hurts because of the ulcer. also since the future of the vape industry is up in the air at the moment i may have to find another eway to use it, or learn how to mix my own liquid. fuck this country i swear to shit. Posted on Oct 23, 2019 @ 9:45 pm
fuckin garbage ass shit

word to the wise: stay FAR THE FUCK AWAY from x10 hosting. they are FUCKING ABSOLUTE GARBAGE.
literally multiple times now i have signed up for an account, got my shit all set up, and then was completely unable to log back in after logging out, and the system refuses to acknowledge that the account exists. even going as far as telling me that an account ALREADY EXISTS with my email address, but when i click 'forgot password' it redirects to a fucking page that says "we cannot find your account"

FUCK YOU, the worst garbage fucking hosting service i've ever fucking had the displeasure of dealing with. eat fucking shit. i'll have to find another place to host my journal system and guestbook. if i had regular income i'd just pay to upgrade my neocities account, but i can't even spare that much as it is.

Posted on Oct 22, 2019 @ 7:17 pm


Posted on Oct 21, 2019 @ 1:02 pm
commission WIP

i got a commission (yay) and here's the wip:

it's going to be watercolor so i'm not looking forward to having to retrace this entire thing over on watercolor paper with graphite paper. haaaaate. worst part. especially since this one is so detailed. FML.why do i do this to myself .if i had a large format printer i would just print it out directly onto the watercolor paper, which i've done before, the only downside is the toner is hydrophobic so paint doesn't stick over the lines.but if you make the lines fine enough and print in the overall color that will match the final piece it doesn't really matter in the end.

Posted on Oct 19, 2019 @ 3:38 pm
Ba patches in the shop!

I finally got around to sussing out the details of the Ba patch design (2 and 4 inch, but 4 inch looks better).

It's available for order in my shop now.


Posted on Oct 18, 2019 @ 3:12 pm
go sign my guestbook (sorry, broken right now. will fix later)

its very quiet in here

also... link exchanges?

anybody wanna do any link exchanges of sorts? i miss webrings and shit even though i never took part in them back in the day.

also also... i'm thinking about adding my non-dbz stuff to this site as well. not sure. regular art and the crafty stuff.

Posted on Oct 16, 2019 @ 4:19 pm
shop, buy stuff maybe?
i have patches, art, prints, jewelry, some bags n' shit... n' shit
you should totally check it out
and tell your friends
because i'm broke as fuck
Posted on Oct 15, 2019 @ 8:32 pm
well shit.

didn't realize the embeddable.spotify player.only plays 30 seconds of a fucking song... so i took it off. entirely useless embed...

Posted on Oct 15, 2019 @ 11:00 am
fuck texas weather

we had a taste of fall and now it's creeping back up into the high 70's and 80's today..fuck texas, gimme autumn back you bitch.

Posted on Oct 15, 2019 @ 10:18 am
added a guestbook

also i want to do more with this website but idk what... i'm feeling nostalgic for the early days where i put random shit, anything and everything on my pages. like.stupid.shit.

maybe i'll make a separate site for that..i used to put java chatrooms and paintchat on all my sites back in the day but nobody uses those anymore.. .....nobody used them back then either though so fuck it..also apparently java.paintchat doesn't exist anymore so RIP (everybody uses drawpile now i think. if i had a raspberry pi.i'd set up a permanent dbz server for that. though i dont know how stable it would be because my internet is shit and drops connection a lot)

Posted on Oct 14, 2019 @ 7:41 pm
bitch whut

i am appalled at the lack of alice coopers's"feed my frankenstien" in all these halloween playlists i'm looking at. SHAME ON WHOEVER MADE THESE. SHAAAAAME.

Posted on Oct 14, 2019 @ 2:53 pm
that was fucking weird...

i just heard a bunch of bird chirps, super loud, like normal ass daytime bird noises.... but at 12:42 a.m. wtf
bird you're drunk go to bed

Posted on Oct 14, 2019 @ 12:42 am

it's spoopytime so here's your.absolutely mandatory.halloween playlist.

also....[obligatory october listening]


also i wanted to make a halloween layout for this webshits but.... i'm lazy. a few halloween decorations will have to suffice.

Posted on Oct 13, 2019 @ 10:20 pm

test test test blah blah i got dizzy and a little sick tonight, that was weird. tried to use wordpress for a journal thing but i dont know how to edit wordpress code

i would really prefer to use it since it's better. (not better actually it gets hacked a lot) it's too complicated.

Posted on Oct 13, 2019 @ 8:39 pm